These days I am escaping the misery of the bonds which held me back. I have struggled against the pressure. Today I move forward just a little bit. I had never thought life would become like this. I had followed all the signs. My life exploded. I lost faith in my intuition. It turned into the most horrifying time.
The days kept coming forward. It was a punch after a punch. The experiences of life bite down on my heart and made an awful crunch. People became less beautiful. There was nothing left of love. Nobody beautiful to behold. Just a bunch of rotten crooks.
Never did I want to walk through this death which really hurt. The ground was covered in dust. Never did the snow melt away. I found him and pretended to love him. Perhaps I loved him in some small way. I wanted to believe he was worth it because the angel had guided me to him.
The angel had started speaking to me so many years ago. I lost all faith in my sanity. These experiences would not go. My story is sad and beautiful. My story is rare and among the few. It might not have worked out perfectly. Very few can say of their life what I am about to.
The angel had many things to say. Some things that he predicted came true. He led me to this place where I am now. I stand here in a snowy field waiting. My map has been lost. Some day I hope to find my direction home again.
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