Bryan and Lydia are not looking at life the same way. Bryan does not believe in God at all. He does not understand how angered he would be if he realized what was going on right now. He is believing that this situation has improved in a sense for him at this current time. He does not recognize that more writing is being accumulated somewhere else which is public online.
This is the life which we are currently existing in. Lydia is feeling irritated at the psychic lag she feels a lot of the time. This situation is one where she feels the penetration of foreign emotions off of people who are involved in the situation.
Lydia is irritated mostly by the sister in law on a psychic level. Lydia is annoyed by the kinds of psychic perceptions she would have off of this spiteful seeming woman. Lydia recognizes that this behavior is not completely different from other experiences in the past. This is one of the reasons it is being reacted to in a different way.
There is an energy of anger about this Donna Navarro woman. We analyze her behavior because we are forced to experience this irritating emotional state of a person completely self-centered and unable to look at the situation intelligently. It is not the idea that we are looking for in our life.
This day we are hoping to move forward with new ideas and plans. When I am Lydia's guide in all of this I can tell her what she ought to do. I am an angelic being named Oundra who is channeled through Lydia. We are working today to get ready for a new life in the future.
Lydia has been cleaning up around the house a little bit. We have packed some things away and are making space to adapt to all of the changes in store.
We are accepting that Bryan is not in our life. Lydia has had me tell her different things about this situation in the past. I have told Lydia that Bryan would be a love relationship. She was more receptive to becoming involved in his life. She was not spending much time questioning his feelings for her as she was about to be abandoned by him while pregnant.
Normally Lydia would have been wondering every second about his intentions. There were many things going on which would have ended the relationship much sooner if Lydia had been in a different state of mind. Our love life is not the same kind as what many people would desire because of these peculiar states of being. Lydia has not been able to alleviate an internal hurt which is different from a broken heart. Lydia was not thinking this way when all of the disturbing experiences began occurring when she was just 23 years old.
It was not the life that Lydia would have planned for herself. She would not have stumbled down this path if she had not been exposed to such peculiar things. People cannot accept psychic perceptions as a reality. This was very limiting in terms of social contact for so many years.
Lydia had to turn away from the kind of life she had been living and step into a world very different from the one she had planned. There were lofty dreams of becoming a successful artist. Lydia had dreamed of moving to California to go to university.
This is a life which she had wanted for herself, but strange perceptions were interfering with the way she could cope with so much stress. It was a constant feeling of being off kilter. There was a lot of hurt in this experience.
These days we are getting ready to go down a new path of an idea which we were not pursuing before. Lydia will be ready to examine new ideas about what life can entail. There will be new things occurring in the future.
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